I am quite annoyed to be honest.Why didnt this transformation business happen when I was 21 so that by the time I reached 30 I would be a highly enlightened soul,happily married with a bunch of equally enlightened kids and a highly evolved husband.You see then I would by now be doing the work I love,making enough money ,helping humankind.We would be eco-friendly,oozing sunshine and light ....but noooooooooo.I chose to travel this rough terrain.I chose the hard ,long winding ,messy road and it`s making me very angry.I am...years of age and at this rateI will be 99 before I become all of the above(without the bunch of kids as my son would be an old man himself)
Having said this though I know the choice is still mine.I know I need to stop the resistance,the fighting of what is.I know that when I am accepting of everything things will get so much easier.I just know.I just need to do as Im `told` like I did when I went to Barcelona on my own,on a whim and wept when I visited the famous Gaudi creation..The La Sagrda Familia and returned feeling ...well...feeling
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This transformation business is only happening now because now is when you are ready and now is when it's supposed to happen. Your soul wasn't ready at 21 to make the changes you are making now in your life.
ReplyDeleteThere's no room for regret - you have always been on the right path. There is so much left to learn, so much left to give - please just enjoy the journey.
gotcha..sorry,been away from my site for so long .went on a detour.your comments are right on target...I can see it now xxx
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