Iwas thinking to myself..what have you done to me,I can`t eat,I cannot sleep and I`m not the same anymore...oh ok it`s Anita Baker who sang this( Body and Soul) but this is how I have been feeling .My sister thinks its hilarious as I am known as the ice maiden,unthawable.I think that has been the problem though.Its not that I am unthawable but blooming scared.I have only just figured this out overnight...well,yes,I am not sleeping well at all.The more HE pays me compliments and is being keen the more I want to run but run I won`t.I have done enough work on myself to now identify issues and patterns of the past.I have decided that I do have fear of intimacy because it brings out all the issues of my past.I am scared of rejection,of letting myself be vulnerable,of falling flat on my face,but guess what...bring it on.
I know what I want and I want him...so its time to stop running.Its time to be brave,its time to let love/life in.This ice maiden is fast becoming warm and fuzzy.Watch this space xxx
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